xxxxx - take care

 

xxxxx

it sings because the middle is an end and end beginning new

 

 
 
 
 

take care and

 

don’t take something unless you know the place for it

the world speaks in degrees of appropriateness

 

such that, a thing in its place

isn’t proper unless it’s true

 

attention reveals itself in the shape of thoughts

and thoughts formed in subjects discerned

 

in this, to each person the world speaks in worlds

calling through promises in the thoughts and things about us

 

the world speaks in degrees of appropriateness

we hope you will know by the whispers within you

 

take care

 

 

 
 
 

 

the products of reason belong to no one.

possessing, through the illusion of their possession,

the possessed become consumed with their consumptions.

and injustice is freed where mercy risks the surety of giving

in the form of credit that give the world its shape,

and shape it to its reasons.

 

xxxxix - prelude to its ending

 

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no home prime

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a prelude to its ending

is ever where we are    

entitled

comfortable creatures

throwing tantrums 

shapes a privilege  

around the inside ocean heaving

with the winds

slowly

is greatly

assured

rising in its undulating

waves

your prow is gilded be sure

the lifeboats have two oars

people

are

weakness

is what we see because

we are predators all

the strength in the world comes

in two forms what

we fear and what's

invisible 

so skyward

heaves the sea equal with

momentum to its falling

it knows

neither

tumult or peace a measure as

if reaching for

itself drawn

flat at its own end 

a prelude

to

the horizons pull

is the romance of our ending 

 

 
 
 
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The Season of Phantasmal Peace

Then all the nations of birds lifted together

the huge net of the shadows of this earth

in multitudinous dialects, twittering tongues,

stitching and crossing it. They lifted up

the shadows of long pines down trackless slopes,

the shadows of glass-faced towers down evening streets,

the shadow of a frail plant on a city sill—

the net rising soundless as night, the birds' cries soundless, until

there was no longer dusk, or season, decline, or weather,

only this passage of phantasmal light

that not the narrowest shadow dared to sever.

And men could not see, looking up, what the wild geese drew,

what the ospreys trailed behind them in silvery ropes

that flashed in the icy sunlight; they could not hear

battalions of starlings waging peaceful cries,

bearing the net higher, covering this world

like the vines of an orchard, or a mother drawing

the trembling gauze over the trembling eyes

of a child fluttering to sleep;

                                                     it was the light

that you will see at evening on the side of a hill

in yellow October, and no one hearing knew

what change had brought into the raven's cawing,

the killdeer's screech, the ember-circling chough

such an immense, soundless, and high concern

for the fields and cities where the birds belong,

except it was their seasonal passing, Love,

made seasonless, or, from the high privilege of their birth,

something brighter than pity for the wingless ones

below them who shared dark holes in windows and in houses,

and higher they lifted the net with soundless voices

above all change, betrayals of falling suns,

and this season lasted one moment, like the pause

between dusk and darkness, between fury and peace,

but, for such as our earth is now, it lasted long.

Derek Walcott

xxxxviii - a prison of simplicity

 
 

xxxxviii

composites composed

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This is the Wartime Broadcasting Service. This country has been attacked with nuclear weapons. Communications have been severely disrupted, and the number of casualties and the extent of the damage are not yet known. We shall bring you further information as soon as possible. Meanwhile, stay tuned to this wavelength, stay calm and stay in your own homes.

Remember there is nothing to be gained by trying to get away. By leaving your homes you could be exposing yourselves to greater danger.

If you leave, you may find yourself without food, without water, without accommodation and without protection. Radioactive fall-out, which follows a nuclear explosion, is many times more dangerous if you are directly exposed to it in the open. Roofs and walls offer substantial protection. The safest place is indoors.

Make sure gas and other fuel supplies are turned off and that all fires are extinguished. If mains water is available, this can be used for fire-fighting. You should also refill all your containers for drinking water after the fires have been put out, because the mains water supply may not be available for very long.

Water must not be used for flushing lavatories: until you are told that lavatories may be used again, other toilet arrangements must be made. Use your water only for essential drinking and cooking purposes. Water means life. Don't waste it.

Make your food stocks last: ration your supply, because it may have to last for 14 days or more. If you have fresh food in the house, use this first to avoid wasting it: food in tins will keep.

If you live in an area where a fall-out warning has been given, stay in your fall-out room until you are told it is safe to come out. When the immediate danger has passed the sirens will sound a steady note. The "all clear" message will also be given on this wavelength. If you leave the fall-out room to go to the lavatory or replenish food or water supplies, do not remain outside the room for a minute longer than is necessary.

Do not, in any circumstances, go outside the house. Radioactive fall-out can kill. You cannot see it or feel it, but it is there. If you go outside, you will bring danger to your family and you may die. Stay in your fall-out room until you are told it is safe to come out or you hear the "all clear" on the sirens.

Here are the main points again:

Stay in your own homes, and if you live in an area where a fall-out warning has been given stay in your fall-out room, until you are told it is safe to come out. The message that the immediate danger has passed will be given by the sirens and repeated on this wavelength. Make sure that the gas and all fuel supplies are turned off and that all fires are extinguished.

Water must be rationed, and used only for essential drinking and cooking purposes. It must not be used for flushing lavatories. Ration your food supply: it may have to last for 14 days or more.

e shall repeat this broadcast in two hours' time. Stay tuned to this wavelength, but switch your radios off now to save your batteries until we come on the air again. That is the end of this broadcast.

BBC TRANSCRIPT TO BE USED IN WAKE OF NUCLEAR ATTACK 

 

xxxxvii - the stranger

 

xxxxvi

prime trekker


 
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stranger

is the the

 

when we are

when we are not

not not

it

 

a thing repeated

is a thing the same

 

renewed

once again itself

first though

it didn’t know - it was like - it wasn’t so

and there was no one there

so new anew surprise turned tears beware

when no one first became

strange shape no name

the stranger is an anything

can any thing be stranger?

 

we fear to tread

our path was true

we have our normal things to do

the stranger though is always new

the stranger though is always new

and reared its shape and one becomes now two

what dream is this?

surreal strange the stranger’s ask

made heart-mad made

made shimmers in the body of our air

the stranger stood both here and there

where else nowhere the stranger was there everywhere

where any-when is anywhere

though anywhere was not the stranger

as anywhere might be

as anywhere might be a place

and placed we’d place

should something move or do

the thing again would no more surely show

forgotten where our mirrored shadow

 

the stranger is never itself

and plays no game

the stranger is never itself

so wish it never was speaks surety survival

collapsed our hearts and eyes on points of curious flew

there’s no escape save know to know

the stranger prods us go

so go we go

and go we go

our going goes

us going both

both different and the same

 

 

a thing repeated

is a thing

renewed the same

again once itself

first though

it didn’t know

it wasn’t like it wasn’t so

and there was no one there to show

a paper rips to scare

so new anew surprise turned tears beware

when no one first was named

strange shape it then became

the stranger is an anything

can any thing be stranger?

we tread to fear

our true was path’d

we have our normal things to pass

the stranger though is always rare

the stranger though is always rare

and reared its shape and one becomes now two

what dream is this?

surreal asks strange in stranger’s ask

mad heart-made mad

made shimmers in the body of our air

the stranger stood both here and there

the stranger stood both here and there

where else nowhere the stranger there was everywhere

where any where is anywhere

though anywhere was not the stranger

as anywhere might be

as anywhere might be a place

and placed we’d place

should something move or do

the thing again would no more surely show

forgotten like our mirror’s low

 

the stranger is never

and plays no game

the stranger is never

so wish never it was speaks surety survival

collapsed our hearts and eyes on points curious flew

there’s no escape save know to know

the stranger prods us go

so go we go

and go we go

our going goes

us going both

both different and the same

 

 

 

 
 
 

 

“SECRETS ON THE WAY”

Daylight struck the face of one who wept.

He received a livelier dream

but did not wake.

Darkness struck the face of one who walked

among the others in the sun’s strong

impatient rays.

Suddenly it turned dark as in a downpour.

I stood in a room that held every moment -

a butterfly museum.

And still the sun is as strong as before.

Its impatient brushes painted the world.

Tomas Tranströmer

 

xxxvi - junk food boogie

 

xxxvi

the sum of integers up to here

 
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do you suppose we invented junk food?

boring i’ve known

and left

bad company

he used a blender as a goldfish bowl

 

opinions keep you warm

so you won’t realize

if you’re peeing on yourself

 

my fav secret sauce

do you suppose junk food is all that new?

 

some cat

superfly said

you just gotta do you

hey mr bugaboo

 

sometimes i think age is a proof

sometimes discredit

 

opinions are like models

zip lipped

we can’t help showing them off

(if we got ‘em)

our collection of mundane oddities

 

what’s it mean if no 2 know anything as one

 

inside

 

(images)

we all have different pink elephants

students get told

imagine the old as a fresh stew

so few look new

to know from the delirium

 

thing about age

will i think it’s important after today?

act before

we loose

at the velocity of days

better to apologize

a funky beat review

cooo cooo kachoo

 

co-opting lifts the weight of understanding

 

maybe we can get rich

gallops around in us

machinations

hamsters i get it they’re cute and small

run run run

 

our pacing

i know

our know

what then?

 

do you ever get the sense

 

that we don’t think enough

 

about whether or not

 

we know if we’re lying?

 

(a way of resting)

 

where do you go when there

 

opining

 

is a word that sounds like special dreaming

where do you imagine yourself

a dreamer

being?

 

you know

like it doesn’t stop unless you don’t shine light on it

but we have to keep our guard in the dark

we know

we do strange things in the dark

 

common denominators get a bad rap

but that’s what jesus was all about

elites believe it’s they open things

cuz they’re special

isn’t it obvious

 

success is the most popular

(it makes itself and

 

destroys what else)

i suppose it could be

the other way around

 

opinions mix best when there’s no way out

because we want everyone to be with us

mostly in theory

 

maybe someone has been right

is enough

to get it

right?

 

here’s what it seems though

there is a funnel where everyone lives

with a hopper that’s only so big

it catches what’s left and shoves through a sieve

pick forks and lights flash it spits out to give

 

it must be the right way

as everyone pays to play

and i recognize you when you say

i could go for pizza

 

 
 
 
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think and wonder, wonder and think.

Dr. Suess
 

xxxiv - being the same

 

xxxiv

so many magic

Durer’s Magic Square

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being the same

                                            in the look of a stare

      that i see what i see

                                             is it me in you or you in me

 

                                            if we say

   both

                                           does it answer

    2 questions

                          or do all the questions stay so they can be

 

better to avoid it altogether

                                                    death is scary

    and hunger is now

    how hungry we are

                                                    puts stock in our store

 

we notice differences

                                                             because being the same as we are

 and being everything we want

                                                             is too difficult a thing to be

 
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If something is good, you must torture it mercilessly until it is either dead or great

Brian Eno